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Cassie's Thoughts  Why is it when ever you think a guy is into you and wants to get to know you that he is never around? Let me explain. I meet this guy who I thought was totally into me because he kept asking about me and when he can see me next. So on Monday we made plans for a date this Saturday but we just didn’t pick which movie and what time. He told me to call back on Tuesday. So I was going to call him on Tuesday but the weather was lighting and raining so I didn’t want to stand out in the rain and lighting to use my phone. I can’t use my cell phone in the house but a mile down the road at camp I can. So I didn’t call him. I did early that day sent him two emails one first then another after he answered that one telling him to call me at home, which by the way he never did. So tonight I went over to the farm early to call him and his phone was off. I check my email since I been gone all day he didn’t send anything. I just called him not to long ago and nothing but it did ring this time instead of going to voice mail. I don’t get it? What’s up with men? He is older then I so I thought all of this high school stuff would be over with and we could just make plans like normal people. If he didn’t want to talk the rest of the week then that’s fine but let’s make the plans first. I just don’t get guys? After being friends with so many guys you think it would be easy for me to understand them but it’s not? Does anyone understand men? A guy calls you so you call them back because you missed there call and they asked you to call them back that night. It’s the 21 century and I don’t have a problem with calling a man. So what do I do but call him, like he asked me to but no one was there. I wasn’t even sure if the phone was on or not. So I do what any girl would do that likes a guy and wants to see if this would work is call a metical friend. Any time I talk to this guy he seems to walk away from the computer even if he messaged me. We say hi and he asked me how I’m doing but we never get any fared then this. So tonight I was counting on him to be there like he was at one time just to answer a few questions like does he have another number, email, massager, or pager but no he wasn’t. He told me before I got to ask him any of this is that he is logging off online and why don’t I call him so I do. He has a friend pick up his phone and his friend had to tell him that letting me wait for 5 to 10 minutes when he told me to call him was rude so my friend told me to call back. What made me even more upset is that not only did he ask me to call back from time to time to but to see if he was busy. Like I have nothing better to do? Here is my thing. Does anyone believe that what he did was right? How can a man do that to someone? Doesn’t friendship mean you talk to one other? I find that this only happens with men. Am I right? We girls will talk maybe leave for a second but we always come back and don’t do this over and over. We finish what we stated. If we don’t want to talk to you then we just don’t talk at all. Not start something and leave. When in this day and age did it become all right to message someone, see how they are feeling, then leave them or worse stat a cover and leave? You don’t call someone and ask how you are and hang up, do you? No so why is messenger so much different to men? Another thing, a phone number! You give a man a cell phone number if it works were you are or not they will call it. Give them you’re home number were you’re parents are and they won’t call it but instead call you’re phone. I don’t quite understand it. It shouldn’t matter where you call someone. Men are hard to understand and that is just two things about them. I guess I will never understand them and I guess that my date for tomorrow is off. To the two of us can sit down on the phone and talk. Why do you think we love them so much if we can’t understand them or love at times? Current mood:  confused.
Let me start off by explain what happened first and now why I have this thought in my head. This morning at 5:37 A.M. exactly, our neighbor a few house down less then a half of mile, calls. She calls to say that there is a strange man walking around out side. So I craw back into bed, go to sleep, and not too worried at this point. Then hours later I walk into the living room and see some strange guy walking around out side. I was freaked out. Mom called our neighbor. Later to find out that it was the tree cutters. My normal reaction to seeing a strange man with no truck and what I knew about what happened early caught up to me. I felt like I had a heart attack. So hear is where my though came in. When is it ok after the events of day to feel safe at home? Home is place were you should not have to worried about who is out side your window, have to lock your door, or want to crewel under the covers. I’m doing ok now but if I still feel this way tonight I might not be when I’m alone or my parents go to the farm. Here is what I wonder. How may people don’t really feel safe at home? It is strange that all this time I still don’t feel safe here? A place were I grow up all my life now scared because of the events of today. How long will it take me to feel safe again? |
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